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December 30, 2007

Hello People of the internet.

I always think this blog is dead, no one reads it (and no one does, most likely). However, I love writing to a dead, non-existent audience, it allows me to create and bend and not be made to fold to other’s. It is a personal way to express through writing, which is pretty cool.

I like to write, but usually it’s just drivel. Anyway, let’s see here! Oh yea, so I thought to myself that I rather be gay than straight. It seems like it would be a fun ride. My idea behind it is that once turning into a full blown homosexual, I will be able to rid all the feelings I had about others. It’s really getting on my nerves that my attraction to some people are petty and not that important. Am I ignoring my true feelings? Yes.

Do I care that much? Not really, as long as I don’t hurt anybody.

Ignorance is bliss, and because this truth, I rather just be ignorant my whole life.

C-c-c-c-hanges, who needs it.

Who am I kidding? I’m just 16 and this has been a post full of angst. Thank you for reading, and please drink some tea or something. Relax the nerves.

I’m so cold

December 29, 2007

I think I’m sick and I’m probably am.

This blog may die, but I won’t go with it.

Christmas

December 22, 2007

I don’t celebrate Christmas. I don’t have a tree with a star on top or a time to go Christmas shopping. Sure it seems depressing being that I am an red blooded American, and I do envy my friend’s who get to enjoy Christmas mornings and dinners. It’s funny really!

Why do I care? Am I missing out? Yes. It’s simple and plain that I would love for a traditional Christmas.

My Christmases are filled up with normal daily activities. Once I start working, I might even work on Christmas which is okay with me.

I guess I never really LOVED Christmas. Maybe to the extent that materialism matters in this holiday, since who doesn’t love toys and non-sense?

I just wish Santa ate my goddamn cookies.