We’ve got problems and we don’t care!~
January 19, 2009Welcome back from a sexy hiatus.
I was humping fire hydrants and fighting the fire that was the issues in my life. With a slap to the cheek, I rose back from the gardens that was blooming with pain and hurt. I only sew seeds that were poison with wrongful doing, and back breaking back-flips. It was pretty tight.
Okay fine, none of that really happened. My teacher, Mr. Scheer, told me some great truths that really allowed me to come back from Mattel Branded Monopoly-esque anger. I was angry at my overachieving friend Billy Bob Skool Love, erm, Jonathan Trinh because it his doing that broke a straw I had. Pretty cool, and I was really ready to scream, bite, and punch. You know, real cat fight anger. Bitch anger. Rawr bitch anger.
But Chris Scheer@5lies.com told me "to think of your fears." It was really theraputic stuff. Real classy. So I thought of my fears. Fears of deadline, fears of bad grades, fears of bad future, social rejection, friend rejection, parent’s rejection. It made me realize how much I fear rejection. It’s my only ghost that haunts me. It brings me down all the time, and is the reason why I am shy in new places and situations. It’s the fear that makes me nervous and unable to release myself in my full potential.
So I really admire people who have gotten over timidness. I look to these people for inspiration, and it’s great seeing so much of that everywhere I turn. (>^_^(>O_O)>
That’s Who (Hieroglyphics vs. Genesis)/ The Hood Internet/The Hood Internet.com
