Spring Break
April 10, 2009It’s 3 days left till the end of Spring Break. It’s disheartening how it’s gloomy weather for a portion of it, but as any break can provide, Spring Break is 9 days of ample time. I’ve wasted 5 of it, sadly, but I’ve 4 days to develop these dozens of hours into something special.
However, with anything I do, it’s time to analyze why I wasted the better half of a sunny week.
I feel like the primary reason why I haven’t accomplished much, was my lack of leaving the house. I have plenty I want to do, but I get distracted from my primary wants by secondary moments of ease (see-> Laziness). So I ask myself, why am I so lazy.
Am I obsessed with answers? Being Lazy is the easy answer, and solution to problems. (See- > Procrastination). Whenever I do something that involves finding a solution, I usually take the easy way out. I’m inept in finding a path for myself, because as luck has it, I usually have something or someone to follow.
On this Spring Break, and perhaps for quite some time, I’ve been feeling down on who I am. It won’t hit emo-level darkness (see- > Fuck that Noise), but I’ve been pining for some release (See-> Not Sexual) and to end some stress. As a person who is addicted to settle (see-> Easy Solutions), stress never stops, because easy solutions leads into a chain not of primary color happy-ville, but into a Bart train leading to Daly City and Colma.
Easy Solutions can be the right solution, but in my case, my laziness is making my life currently regrettable.
